Hmmm felt very sad today. I wasnt sure what happened. I din want to talk at all. And i felt sleepy. And i felt like crying. And i teared all of a sudden during training...until kern came along *without knowing that i was sad* and said what pull and push stuff which wasnt funny but it made me laugh. And i dun feel so sad after that.
You dun have to be the coolest or prodest or whatever to be popular. All you have to do is to make people around you feel comfortable. People who are more concern about how you feel rather than they own feelings. People like Kern and Hilda, they are comfortable with you and they make you feel comfortable with them, and they make you wan to stick with them all day long. Cos u dun have to be put on a mask and you can just be yourself. It seems easy on their part, but they are constantly making the effort to make you smile, make you laugh, make you feel comfortable.
Unlike other pretentious people. They only care what people think of them. How people perceive them. How pro they are. They think that being pro they will be popular. Yes they will be popular, but those people around them are only mixing with these "popular" people simply cos its cool to be seen hanging out with them.
Ok thats all for today...wasnt a very convincing piece there but i am too lazy to structure it properly. Just type wadeva comes out of my mind. =) YaaY Yuying tmr =) Home Ground =)