I get a special feeling everytime i look at you.
Will you ever know what i am going through
JUst wanna say you are special, my only one.
Irreplaceable, everything i ever want.

When u want something so badly, suddenly everything else seems so insignificant. Nothing matters. Yet, you become so motivated, with only one goal in mind. Everything you do is a step nearer to the goal. Anything else you procrastinate. They said that if you never give up, you will eventually hit your target. But what if, there was never the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

Its like running a 400 metre. Short enough to allow sprinting all the way. Long enough to fully exhaust you inside out. As you step on the start line waiting to take the command to get ready, millions of thoughts go through your mind. "hours of training", "sacrifices", "glory and pride"... when the gunshot goes, you race off. You run and run and run and run. Doing the thing you know so well that it has became something of a subconscious action, like you just entered a subconscious mode. While in actual (reality) fact, you are sprinting your ass off. All distractions are blocked out: the cheers, the taunts, calling of your name. You just run and run. Run and run. You feel really fast. You feel so fast, leaving everyone behind and it feels like you are running all alone. As you near the ending point, people call out to you laughing "Hey dude! False start!"

=) you are my emotional rollercoaster.