Talked to Zinnia for more than an hour. The chat was meaningful and fruitful and fruitflies. It certainly cleared up many misunderstandings that we have between us. cos we haven talked to each other for ages. The last time was last christmas? hahaha. yeah. Came to realise that lack of communications lead to misunderstandings lead to lesser communications which leads to more misunderstandings...in a nutshell, vicious cycle. So people, take the time and make the effort to communicate with people once in a while, tell them that you still love them, especially those whom you lost communication with for a long time.
Friendship takes effort to maintain. =) I love u all my friends =)
Suddenly i feel like i want to serve. Especially at a stressful/ busy time like this. All i wan to do is to do sth for other people. First grp is obviously the sec1s. I genuinely wan to make them happy, especially the sec1s. I really like my 1G class alot, although they are still damn young and always gay me whenever i go to their class. I can feel that many of them wants to talk to me but are either damn shy or just scared that ill think they are damn attention seeker. So its always the few who gay me, while the rest just watch and be cool.
I haven really wanted to organise a large scale interclass soccer. All i wanted was my class VS another class and we just shoot and have fun together. But the enthusiasm of the PSLs moved me, telling me that they feel the same way too. I haven really got the capability to organise an interclass soccer, thus i am veh glad i got many of my good friends and pros to help me. Especially ZM and ALI who have the experience of organising interclass soccer. =) I hope it will be successful. I only hope for a happy and wonderful day for the sec 1s.
Next is my softballer juniors. Softball needs help. Especially for a medal-less year like this. This year is pretty sad. Very sad for a softball powerhouse like Raffles. No tear-jerking speech here, just wanna say that it takes alot to succeed, to get back the GOLD for softball. I've failed to do it, failed to inspire the team to glory, cos i myself was hiding back there in my comfort zone all the time. I dun have the right to judge you guys, C div. We even failed to organise a softball camp this year. I promise an unforgettable one at the end of the year...
I've just realised what it means by being a leader so you can serve. Because you are a leader, it makes serving people easier. If you want to be a leader just for the sake of being one, just for the sake of the glory, just for your selfish desires, then you are just destorying the very community you are leader(serving). A leader is always out of his comfort zone, creating an enviroment best for his teammates to strive in, pushing his teammates forward, first to come and last to go, to prompt others and not to be prompted, taking the first step. Those are characteristics of a leader.
Happy Birthday Carmen! =) You are currently 1 hour into ur birthday! hehe i suddenly rmbed ur birthday and i dun feel like typing any of those weird stuff above so there i am going offline now =) WISH U A HAPPY AND GREAT AND FUN AND COOL AND SPECIAL 16th BIRTHDAY TODAY! =)
