Tuesday , May 30 2006 / 8.43AM
I woke up crying.

Phew i am back! =) YaaY Wow many things to post about! Haiz it sucks not haven a comp to use...i am a slave to the computer..
Hi everyone pls go to ANIMA & CAPO the charity rock concert and watch Enghow in action! Singing and playing the guitar muhahahahaha....u can buy tix from me pls do =) its only a mere 10 bucks and it goes to charity and u can catch ur favourite YIN WEI from campus superstar with his band *nods*
Farish the loser pls go too i go ur *wink wink* to go so pls dun be a loser go and pay me 10 bucks thanks liao lol...
oh went to red rain concert today i guess they are quite good =) Powerful voice from the brothers hehe...
dear me i got 100001 things to do!
and practise for my 10 june i dun want to embarrass myself! bleax lol Welcome Ari to the band! =)

Time Travel (Have Gun Will Travel)

Hey been reading about time travelling, time travelling without paradoxes. Dun understand the set theories, dun understand the weirdo terms.
So i went on to read on fallacies.

Post Hoc
P1. We always "squeeze" oppo sch players.
P2. Oppo sch players always screw up after being "squeezed"
C. "Squeezing oppo sch players make them screw up"
Sorry softball joke.=) Ill give another example.

P1. Kern played WOW on monday before maths test
P2. Kern scored 103% for his maths test.
C1. Playing WOW before maths test makes kern score veh high
Its not fallacy not because that will nv happen, although that WILL NEVER happen(scoring 103%), but because playing WOW and maths test got no link *nods*. Kern scored so high because hes born intelligent not cos he played WOW. =)

Non sequitur
1. If i am on the field, i will be training.
2. I am training.
3. Therefore i am confirm on the field.
Obviously thats not true so hardworking Enghow trains everywhere. At astro or atrium....

Sorry i am being damn lame and idiotic today. =( Sorry i just wan to update.

Morals morals morals. What is Moral? Tomoral. Haha. So funny. I am going mad. I am angry and frustrated and mentally unstable. GGXX Enghow. I see many flaws in myself. I am no longer the confident Enghow I used to be lol. Whenever i compare myself to others, whenever i failed in something, whenever everything goes wrong, whenever i think of u. I feel lousy.

Actual results may vary.
You've tried the rest, now try the best!

I forgot to mention that if i cease to exist the very next second, you will never know i ever got a crush on you. I wan a hug.

The origin of life.

How it all started? One's philosophy of origins will determine your:
- purpose of life (which will determine)
- your actions (which will determine)
- your destiny

Enghow was taught 2 possibilities. Creation & Evolution. But philosophical enghow came up with 1 more possibility.
Evolution - haha we share the same grand X 10^10000000000000 dad/mum
Creation - By creation i dun mean Genesis i just mean created by a creator.
Alien Creator - That is everyone in this either universe is part of playhouse in some other alien civilisation that trancends time and space. No heaven no hell just illusions.

"There is an alien inside all of us...*points finger close between ur eyes*...can you feel it?" said Neo. Ah by Neo i dun mean the matrix Neo. Rather i mean the softball Neo, poserish, cool, goodlooking, sweet-talker Neo....did i mention stupid? :P I really dno what to think if we are all part of this playhouse. Maybe everything is predestined(possible for a world that trancends time). Budden I cant even imagine a world without time, without space, because i am limited. (I - Alien) = (Robot - I) HAHA I ROBOT. The day when humans can escape from this physical universe will be sth like the day when robots start to rebel and control humans...like MATRIX. HAHAHAHHA.

Evolution./ Evolution is scary./ Evolution = all the noob weak idiots must die. Sorry Neo =(. / Evolution = No meaning in life except to pwnxor everyone./ Evolution = powerful exploit weak is okay./ Evolution = Lets play around with DNA./ Evolution sucks./ Evolution = No God.
I cant see how Evolution and Creation can be parallel to each other. I mean like how can a God create a microorganism and watch it evolve into human. I mean its quite stupid to write 1 plus 1 plus 1 plus 1 when u can simply write 4. Maybe i am more concern about the end than the means. Or maybe people are just trying to make conflicting arguments fit.

Creation. I duno why God wans to create an Earth to test people, to prepare them for heaven. When he can just create people/soul/spirits in heaven and live happily together with them. Ah dun say wad Adam & Eve eat wad fruit then become like today. If God is almighty he should have known that beforehand. Salvation is achieved by an act of free will? God give you a choice and will only punish you if you do the wrong things. Using the analogy "If you are a parent you would let your kid commit the mistake so that the kid will learn from its mistake." On the other hand, if you think about it, we are not talking about falling off the bike or dirtying your shirt here. Rather it is BURNING IN HELL FOR ETERNITY, for not having faith? For being evil? Besides, if he is a all-loving God he wouldnt create humans to let them burn in hell. No matter what. Nothing justifies that.

Yuan Fen - Predestination / Is meeting you a Yuan Fen?
Everything sucks la haha. Life is an illusion. You are an illusion, but still i love you.
Pardon me for all the offensive writing, bad grammar, weak points etc. i thought about all these on my way home from my tutor's home where i finished 5 hours of maths. Maths and Chem tomorrow, i couldnt care less cos they are just illusions.

Please take time to think about your philosophy on the origin of life because it is more important than anything else, although you might never find an answer.

Angsty?

http://www.philosophersnet.com/games/haha i like this website. =)
love? hahahahahahahahahahahahahha