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Lets attribute luck to a almighty. Lets call her “Lady Luck” Do u believe in her existence? (and I really do mean the literal existence of Lady Luck herself)

Yesterday I had a peculiar dream. I dreamt that I was alone, walking around aimlessly trying to find my friends. I was holding on to 5 hand phones, including my own, but mine the battery was low and it couldn’t be used. I realized I couldn’t use the other four functioning phones too because they didn’t have numbers of my friends. And I realized that I couldn’t transfer the sim card over too because numbers are all trapped inside my defunct phone. And I continued to walk around aimlessly.

Then, I heard some people calling my name and they are this group of people whom I love a lot(or used to). Then I saw this girl whom I used to like(maybe I still do). And then some other people who are totally not related to this group of people (eg YUE NAN). And then I woke up, feel clammy and overwhelmed by this blanket of sorrow.

Bleah Enghow is not a nice guy. Niceness rating 4/10

I think that if i were a girl i wouldnt date me (unless u are psychotic). I feel so lousy about myself lately. I had a lousy softball season(lousy form), am having lousy grades, (and) am not exactly a nice guy ): And i kinda lack self confidence now. Ironic, especially when i am part of a team conducting a confidence workshop for kids.
-telling others how lousy u are is a good way for fishing compliments-

Sometimes when people crack a joke by being sarcastic or plain suan, we laugh over it. But there is always a tinge of truth it in. (which is why we even laugh in the first place, because we are reminded of that *flaw* and its funny)

Excellence inspires and inspiration breeds excellence.

Does technology(not science) contradict religion?

Basketball!

Watched A Div Basketball, RJ vs VJ today. Must concede that basketball is really a hardcore sports(like rugby). Me and Shuting were trying to conceive what life would be if we were both basketballers. She on the bench and me on the courts (: Hhaha.
Basketball girls are really some good stuff. Joelynn and Jamie wah damn pro. I was left on the edge of my seat half the time! Quite good now i dno whether to watch netball or basketball on fri ):

In Linez Skatingz

Wahahha Engs went OUT TO SKATE TODAY. For the 2nd time in his life. Wow. Talented Engs could now turn *only can turn left ><* and brake! Wow! Under the guidance of PRO SKATER CARMEN GOH back in Pasir Ris Park, and my ZOMG PRODED natural talent. I am on my way to becoming a PRO SKATORZ. SKATOR BOIZ. lol.

Listening to: Colbie Caillat - Bubbly

Everytime you make my laugh, gleams from your eyes light my path.

but i did anyway...

Every song i sing i sing for u...

Hiya. Song and dance is fun. Class lan was fun. And i need my pair of skates ): Rarh. Soon i will train up to be a pro skater HAHA. I am on the computer eating awesomely sour gummy bears and emoing but din wan to type my emoness down cos i dun wan to share them. I would <3 to do anything with you just to spend time with u. (:

Random rants so they said.

You are who i want the most. <------------ teenage angst (:

Aiya just 1 more year plus and ill go to army and will no longer be a boy and will have no more chance to be child-like (not childish) anymore. Heh. I dun wan to grow up?

We cannot have conversations but i dont wan to talk i just wan to sit and stare at u.

We have different beliefs and it sucks cos its getting in between us. I hate it hate it hate it hate it
Maybe one day you will lose your faith and u will come find me and i will marry you and we will live happily ever after. Hmmm... (:

Ah i am feeling what Shuana is feeling! "I am aching all over. and i meant that in two ways!" lol.
RARH engs is feeling emo. He was emoing and emoing on his way to school and way home. HAHAHA i think MR house capt Lynette is super nice! (: She makes me regret not joining council ):

I was caught by surprise but yeah thats cool (:

Evan Almighty

Just watched the movie and it made me cry. At the scene when God said "Noah's ark? You know alot of people missed the point when they hear that story. They think its about God's wrath and anger....I think its a love story, about beliving in each other...." "If someone prays for patience, think God gives them patience, or the opportunity to be patient? If they pray for courage does God give them courage or the opportunity to be couragous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunity to love each other?"

He prayed that he could come into her world and be there for her....

Life

Haiz sorry for not blogging! ):
Been beesy these days. With my POST promos activities. Been hanging out with CTRL. Been playing loads of softball and table tennis and soccer and badminton. Been playing quite some guitar. Heh i am too laz to finish the song. Been to Nats' house wowdiwow its very big. Been thinking alot alot lately. ): Life is tough. Heh. Been enjoying myself lately but life is tough when i start to emo. Elmo song. Lalala elmo song. Rarh.
I FEEL LIKE A NOOB OMG. I AM GOING TO START MY WORD BANK SOON! Aye i go sleep now. Emo boy ):